You’re not wrong, friend, haha. I hope you have a lovely evening. 🤗

Thank you! They removed my breast because I had the pre-stages of breast cancer and the lumps were growing fast. So it’s better to lose a breast than to possibly not be here in a couple of years. Feels weird af to suddenly only having one boob, but I’m so relieved that it’s gone. Even if I look deformed now.

As for the whole parents thing, I’m very sorry you can relate. That is something I wouldn’t wish on anyone.

I hope you are free of yours as well. I had to wait until now to get rid of mine because I was afraid they would turn my siblings against me if I disobeyed them too much. I have wanted to cut contact with especially my mother since 2010, but my love for my siblings and niblings outweighed my disgust for her. Luckily they all see her for what she is now, and I have also finally allowed myself to admit that my father isn’t much better either.

When I’m a bit better, we plan on calling my dad and telling him that I’m out and then I’ll send him a long letter where I explain why it is happening now and what the past 17 years have been like for me and that I love my father even though I despise how he has treated my siblings and niblings and to some extent myself. I have nothing to say to my mother, so she won’t get a letter. I know that neither of them will take my letter seriously. They will pick it apart and argue everything, but I don’t really care. It’s for me, anyways. I’m just very happy that they don’t get to turn my siblings on me. It took almost two decades of playing the game, but I somehow got everything I wanted despite having long since admitted defeat and accepted that I would never be free until my mother is dead. Thankfully I won’t have to wait that long.

Sorry for long comment. But yeah, I feel so relieved and free. If you’re still trapped by your parents, I hope you find your way to freedom someday too ❤️ you deserve it!

I’m in the process of removing my parents from my life.

I’m also going in to have low key life saving surgery in an hour and a half, but the thing with my parents feels bigger.

Nor should you <3

I can’t say that this will help you, but I have used this saying to work on my own anxiety issues and it kinda sorta helps a little bit like ointment on a burn when I become extremely anxious about whether or not I did something to upset other people:

Everyone is too busy worrying about how the world judges them that they don’t have the time and energy to judge you.

I know OCD isn’t as easy as “just change your mindset, broooo”, but if that line can help you in any way during episodes where you’re fearful you did something wrong, then take it!

It doesn’t fix anxiety, but it can help a little. And in my case it reminds me that I’m not the only anxious person out there xD

Big hugs for you ! Be good to yourself <3

My friend, you sound like you have some anxiety issues. I recognize your thought patterns from myself.

I can 100% promise you that nothing about that situation was weird or wrong. We have all done goofed at one point or another with bathrooms. I have walked into the men’s bathroom at least once when I was about to burst at a train station and the signing was piss poor (pun intended).

I am 100% sure that the people in the situation you were in thought you were a nice, polite young man and they most likely thought nothing of it.

And if I had been on my way into the women’s bathroom, and saw you there, I would think “bro, same. Shit happens”

Big hugs for you!

We are gods.

Welcome, friend! 🤗

Subtle unnatural movements. Everything looks too nice and perfect. Uncanny facial expressions.

For animal videos: everytime there are videos of animals acting too human, mostly in terms of showing human-like affection, its AI.

Situations that are too fantastical to be real. An example could be a video I saw of a guy in a ski lift and a big snow owl lands on his shoulder.

In general: objects or subjects lacking realistic weight and/or physicality to them.

Noticing inconsistencies in the background where objects or subjects melt together, like a person in the background merging with a chair or a bookshelf for a second.

Also, different videos with very specific scenarios like for example surveilance footage of wild animals running through screen doors and into a house while a human is sleeping on the couch or different videos of go pro footage of people in Rollercoasters that go off the rails and fly into the air.

Things like these, I have noticed.

28 Years Later

I actually liked the movie, but it was nowhere near as good as the trailer.

The Bone Temple, was also decent, in my opinion.

It’s a weird couple of movies and I’m sure the third one will be strange as well, but I kinda dig it, even if some of it goes a bit too far sometimes. I like the ideas the creators are trying to convey even if the execution of some of these ideas (the Jimmys especially) is a bit of a miss for some people.

Tbf, humans are the least sensical animal on the planet.

We are genuinely freaks of nature.

While it isn’t the best movie ever, more people should really watch The Congress in relation to this type of problem. I knew when I saw that film back in 2013, that this was going to happen at some point in the future, similar as with the movie Her and its scenarios. And here we are.

I think people are just tired of Superhero movies.

Obsession was a smash hit and that was a very female focused story 😀

Also, in October, Laika will release their newest film, Wildwood which will be a story about a girl, trying to save her baby brother from a weird fantasy world. I still haven’t been able to sit through that trailer without bawling my eyes out. It fucks me up, dude. It’s so beautiful. Please put a pin in this one for October! I genuinely think you won’t regret this one.

Good. I have had Superhero fatigue since 2010 and was not a fan when the MCU became a thing. Like goddammit, we JUST went through the 2000s super hero craze and now you’re telling me we are going to suffer through a decade and a half MORE of cape-shit?? Wth

I hope marvel/Disney and DC and every other comic company that tries to milk this genre, keeps losing money on super hero movies. Just let that genre die and move on. The horse is pulverized at this point, but you keep beating it.

Urgh, I hope things turn out right in the end! It sounds exhausting to be German these days. As one of your close neighbors (Denmark) I have always admired the Germans for the wisdom they have carried from ww2 and how it is reflected in art and politics through the decades. Also your ability to not just rebuild yourselves from a horrific past, but earn your place in the European hierarchy in the modern day. It’s endlessly impressive to me and I don’t really get to say this a lot, so forgive me for my simping xD

I just really appreciate our humorless neighbors and I want the best for all of you. I’ll keep hoping for Germany to do the right thing even though there are forces from the outside, trying to nurture forces from the inside to destabilize Europe. And Germany is such an important country for all of us ❤️

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That’s fair! I won’t pry any further.

And thank you for the compliment. :D I’m in a bit of a silly mood today 🤪

I do hope you have a better evening, though! Or morning or whatever time it is where you are. 🤗🤗

Well, we can still be friends! I have a few sensory issues too, so I get it. Like fuck shrimp forever. And mushrooms. Both have completely fine tastes, but it’s the texture Dx I hate it.

Sucks that you hate raspberry, but you sound a bit like a friend of mine who struggles with sour foods. She tends to joke that her face turns into a clenched asshole when she eats anything sour, and I mean… she isn’t wrong, lol. She had a kid and the first time I visited them after kiddo was big enough to walk and talk, I brought a little treasure chest full of candies and among them - pop rocks! And it was not until the kid tasted the pop rocks and their face imploded that I remembered that this kid carries the same DNA as my friend and of course they also hate sour foods xD they loved the chocolate coins, tho.

So, yeah, sour foods are just not for everybody. More for me, then >:D

What foods do you like? :D

Thanks for the heads up! I’ll keep it in mind for the future (the tomboy in me done goofed) and don’t worry.

I know what it’s like to be on your toes and feeling like everyone is out to get you after many bad experiences, so it’s all good.

Personally, I learned over time that most people are actually pretty nice and those who aren’t, don’t have to be in your life. I mean, duh, but it’s always been important to me to believe that every person I meet is good until they prove otherwise. Makes it a bit easier to not be fearful. And I mean, I’m sure our lives are super different in many ways, but I have also been through some crappy shit that made me fearful of other people for a bit, so I understand your reaction even if I was a bit confused at first 😅

I hope you have a lovely day, my friend, and seriously, it sometimes helps to just take a break from the internet when it becomes too much. I do that once in awhile too and it helps a lot. Hug!

But seriously, and this is the most critical thing: lemon and strawberry combo. Yay or nay? I need to know! >:D

I find to be a lot faster now than when I joined, so things are happening! Just slowly xD

What? That’s not how I meant it. I call everyone dude, but in case you’d prefer dudette, I added that one.

I didn’t try to offend you, but sorry that it hit a sore spot. That wasn’t my intention.