I’m to tired from psychosis, everyday i curse at this illness. I can’t even shower cause that, changing clothes? it’s impossible! And the worst thing is: constant fear from cops, every time i see a police car i became paranoid, heck i don’t need to see a police car i am paranoid 24/7! I’m too tired, i just want it to end all and be free finally…
Unfortunately they were not in fact good friends. When I got put into ward I didn’t tell them, and i didn’t opened my phone for like 3 weeks and guess what? Not a single of my “friends” didn’t even say “how it’s going?” They didn’t care about me unless i massaged them first. I rather have no friends then fake ones. Thanks tho! I’ll try to get a therapist it’s kinda hard to find a good one.