There are some real sickos out there man

I’ve seen things you people wouldn’t believe. Attack dogs on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched tennis balls glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser’s Gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like drool in rain. Time to lie down.

The sense of “what can I even do” is so fucking overwhelming right now. I know that’s part of the goal, completely flood the zone to make us apathetic, but it’s working really well. This is exhausting, just getting through the day is exhausting, and still I feel a deep need to at least do SOMETHING, but don’t see anywhere my effort would even scratch the surface. I donate half my eggs to the community fridge, I offer free lawn care to locals that aren’t able to afford it or do it themselves, I am vocal about progress in spaces that are traditionally conservative, but at the end of the day it doesn’t feel like it matters or makes any difference.

I mean I’m just here because of the API thing