asocial

Why broadcast this on a community dedicated to bitching about reddit of all places? Seems like a cry for help. You won’t find it on social media, unfortunately. Find a therapist.

You are, I guess, an introvert. I am too. That doesn’t mean you should rule out making friends with people. It just means you have a lower threshold for how much socialization works for you. If you can, find a therapist, and I don’t mean this in a condescending way at all. It sounds like you have some kind of chip on your shoulder preventing you from attaining something that we as humans emotionally need - which is connection.