I would say distant. I’m still keeping up appearances that everything is fine between us, but deep down I feel that our relationship won’t last much longer. I need to tell her and my dad that I’m trans soon, and I’m afraid they won’t be accepting at all considering they’re both religious and politically conservative. They wouldn’t acknowledge my neurodiversity even, so telling them I’m trans will probably not go over well at all. There’s a slim hope my mom might accept me in isolation, but I’m afraid my dad will end up pushing her not to.